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GOD
Julia Robers
Self Destruction
Free
Blue Butterfly Boy
Dancing In Between


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Self Destruction
Simple Man
Idealistic Daydream
Panic
Fairway
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Fairway
Splashin rain
Simple man
Purple skies
Panic
Cat in the snow
Little bit
Crazier than you
Jimmy
Counting sheep
Goodbye

Fairway

I'm home again
out of control
my life is a tangled web
not a tangible thing to hold

slippin into the fairway again

on the edge of a hill
where the mummies meet the day
I saw a raven of fear
that the forest will betray
so I stepped to the
side of the ledge
I held my wings wide
give me freedom I said
as I stepped from the side

slippin into the fairway again

pleased to meet the moonlit sun
on the brink of the edge of a wave
pleased to meet the moonlit sun
and follow it to a new day

slippin into the fairway again

don't be sad said the mummy to the man
because if you don't put up a fight
you'll never see the scam

slippin into the fairway again

pleased to meet the moonlit sun
on the brink of the edge of a wave
pleased to meet the moonlit sun
and follow it to a new day

slippin into the fairway again

SO I STEPPED TO THE SIDE OF THE LEDGE
I HELD MY WINGS WIDE
GIVE ME FREEDOM I SAID
AS I STEPPED FROM THE SIDE

I'm home again
out of control
my life is a tangled web
not a tangible thing to hold

Splashin rain

If you fall down and die
you'll be a star in the sky
and when the rain starts to fall
you'll be splashing around us all

little girls crack and they break
you know I know her name
and she's dancing upstairs
with all the angels that once lived here

[chorus]

falling down in the up
flying high on the breeze
god bless all of us
count your blessings on your knees

and all the gods are having a ball
I'll be attending it all
happy, happy, to see me
on the day when the stars are free

[chorus]

If I fall down and die
I'll be a star in the sky
and when the rain starts to fall
I'll be splashing around you all

Simple man

Did you feel my love?
Did you feel it rain?
Did I touch your soul or was it all in vain?

Be careful of your ego my friend
I feel it's your worse disease.
And be careful of that solitude
you so desperately need.

Oh my love the time we spent
flying and flying everywhere we went.
I was like a butterfly who had just found wings.
Caught in the middle and half way in-between.
It's a desperate place to be.
Seems like you're spinning in circles out of control.

Did you feel my love?
Did you feel it rain?
Did I touch your soul or was it all in vain?

Be careful of your ego my friend
I feel it's your worst disease.
And be careful of that solitude
you so desperately need.

So when the laughter has finally disappeared
and you're just a simple man standing here
I ask you who are you going to be?

When the dream has finally faded away
and you're just another man on another day
I ask you who are you going to be?

Purple skies

Purple skies, butterflies, and lovethis is what I'm looking for.
Raindrops, dandelions, sacrifice
is this what your looking for?

Do you see me? Do you love me?

Little girl cries as she waits for the fairy tale.
Knights in shining armor is her game.
Mesmerized by infatuation

Purple skies, butterflies, and love
raindrops, dandelions, sacrifice
this is what I'm looking for.

Do you see me? Do you love me?

Little girl cries as she waits for the fairy tale.
Knights in shining armor is her game.
Mesmerized by infatuation I heard
her say I hope some day.
Don't be sad if tomorrow becomes yesterday
and the candle still wishes for the dream.
The man she knew when she was seven
will steal her heart and find her way.

Panic

What is this world that we all have to bear?
Is it the same as it is for you, are we going anywhere?
I don't know.
We all wake up in the morning.
We all take a breath.
We all search for comfort.
We all have our tests.
How are you?

chorus:
Pick up the pieces and kiss them goodbye
it keeps on moving so don't even try.
And the dandelion has it's day then it wilts
and it dies and the seeds fly away.

I have my coffee.
I have my dog.
I've got my guitar, and thank god I've got love.
How about you?
All these little necessities to help see
us through this long day of life.

[chorus]

Hard to be simple.
Hard to be true.
Hard to keep searching to find something new.
Freedom comes when you're alone.
Keep on trucking you're almost done.
Keep on trucking you're almost done.

And after the long day is done I hope you can
look back and say, “boy that was fun”.
And all those tambourines are still ringing in your head.
And the next time you wake you're in somebody else's bed.

[chorus]

All the dandelion seeds fly away.

Cat in the snow

waiting inside me
she sees her reflection
she hides
she does not speak
down in the valley of trials and confusion
she cries
but is not weak
and I'm here
and I'm awake
and I'm tired of today
cause it goes on and on and on
after a moment of time and delusion
I feel her heart break
so I ask forgiveness
and pray revolution
will steal her soul away
but I'm here and I'm awake
and I'm tired of today
cause it goes on and on and on

Little bit

Don't ever mistake my patience for being to kind.
Don't ever mistake my solitude for having a good time.

because you pick me up and pour me out
because you pick me up and pour me out

chorus:
Give me something to believe in.
Give me something to love.
Give me a little bit of anything
and I'll give you a sign from above.

because you pick me up and you pour me out

Don't ever give me the season to move on
because I'll pack up my reasons and I'll be gone.
Don't ever mistake my gratitude for need
because I'll mistake your emptiness for greed.

[chorus]

because you pick me up and you pour me out
because you pick me up and you pour me out

Deliverance is just tangled up misfits in my head.

Don't ever mistake my patience for being to kind.
Don't ever mistake my solitude for having a good time.
because you pick me up and you pour me out

[chorus]

Deliverance is just tangled up misfits in my head.

Crazier than you

1964
I'll never forget when you walked through that door
oh, god you were my James Dean
and I was your dream

19 still dreaming like a baby
that's when I had our first child
through our son I became a woman
and you became a man

and you looked at me, and I looked at you
we both smiled because there was
nothing we could do
and I was crazier than you
but you loved me

I was crazier then you baby you loved me
I was crazier in denim blue and coffee for you crazy

love grows sour
so we had to pull through
and I found refuge in god and
I guess you just found you
so I found refuge in god and I guess you just found you

and you looked at me, and I looked at you
we both smiled because there was
nothing we could do
and I was still crazier than you
ya, you loved me

I was crazier than you and baby you loved me
I was crazier in denim blue and coffee for you baby
I was crazier in summertime on P-town wine crazy
I was crazy

30 years have now gone by
we sit silently together and cry
and my James Dean still holds me tight
while thoughts of forgiveness creep
through the night
and memories

and you looked at me, and I looked at you
we both smile because there was nothing we can do
and I'm still crazier than you
ya, you love me, you love me, you loved me

Jimmy

Me and Jimmy and on a Sunday afternoon
drinking wine down by the sea.
Mildatilda on a sandy dune
Jimmy and I we were happy.

Until the moon fell under the sun

Sea street summers and getting high
nothing left to do but just smile.
Watching the tide roll out
underneath the eastern skies.
Oh, at least I'm enjoying the ride.

Until the moon fell under the sun
Now life's begun

chorus:
Rosemary where you been?
Playing in the tall grass again?
Rosemary where you been?
Did you fall?

4th of July was life on chapin beach at night.
Throwing no worries to the sky.
And the angels cried when little Renee she died
all our answers had no name.

Until the moon fell under the sun
Now life's begun

[chorus]

So we ran to the night like children on a runaway kite.
Holding hands and trying to feel free.
Even Superman will cry when he sees himself pass by.
Won't you walk slow with me.

Counting sheep

hello, I think I'm now awake
sorry I made the mistake of dreaming it was you

goodbye, to that castle in the sky
to my prince from lives gone by
I guess it was just a lie

the time, the time, the time keeps slippin away

chorus:
true love the idealistic daydream
close my eyes cause it's only when I'm asleep
lay me down idealistic daydream
forever counting your sheep
I just want to go back to sleep

so I ask you now
how'd you take my breath away
how'd you touch my soul that day
never intending to stay

the time, the time, the time keeps slippin away

Goodbye

do you see me like I see you
do you hear me when I speak of you
do you feel me when I'm loving you
do you see me because I see you

but it's goodbye again

I saw your world from the side
a simple glimpse of the pleasures you pride
now it's back to my own reality
I wish you could see me

but it's goodbye again

he chases the snow while I chase my dreams
so my life just got cold
dancing alone in the dark it always seems
to be with him is to be bold

cause it's goodbye again

[2x chorus]

Until the moon fell under the sun
Now life's begun

Dancing In-Between

Got so scared it made me cry
The world took me for a ride
Got so scared laugh it tickled my pride

Now I'm dancing in between cause I got no where to hide
Romancing the seams of my battered up insides

Wonderful is the falling of a broken dream
Printed on the cover of a New York magazine
Stomp my hands, Jo, clap my feet
Cause there?s always another Firstman to beat

Dancing in between cause I got no where to hide
Romancing the seams of my battered up insides

I'm a fool. I've got no scene
I'm tangled up in this in-between
Made the break now pass the wine
Just wasting all this precious time.

Dancing in-between cause I got no where to hide
Romancing the seams of my battered up inside

Got so scared it made the cry.

Blue Butterfly Boy

darling I know you want me to go
I can feel it like splinters right down to my toes
all my splendor I'll kindly surrender
if you just pretend to car

cause I want to be fragile
I want to be fragile
handle me with care

so your just a Hollywood brat just another Hollywood brat
pretending to be the blue butterfly boy
but I see you, oh lord I see you
standing everywhere

but I want to be fragile
I wan to be fragile
handle me with care
handle me with care
handel me with care

you better run, you better run, you better run
because you might fall in love
you better hide, you better hide, you better hide
because you might fall in love
cause I'm the blue butterfly girl

you better run, you better run, you better run,
because I might fall in love
you better hide, you better hide, you better hide
because I might fall in love
you better run
you better hide
because I'm the blue butterfly girl

Puddle of grace

have you seen yourself today?

could you recognize your face?

can you tell me what to say?

mine is lost without a trace

mama can you help me please?

my hero just stabbed me with a knife that I did lend

oh mama who's my friend?

[chorus]

tell me, tell me, where do you go when all the diamonds have run dry? tell me, tell me, how do you feel after bittersweet goodbyes?

I had almost found my faith

I was almost me

but my pride couldn't swallow my hate

boy I hope you're happy

[chorus]

today I found my face

floating in a puddle of grace

porcelien dolls with cracks to mend

oh mama I found a friend (x2)

Self destruction

somebody tell me when it became what I could have been
then somebody lie to me and tell me I'm everything
cause it's been hard you see to find myself again
oh, I'm an angry fool

all of the time I spent trading lovers for my innocence
hey, did I ever trade the truth
cause it would be a shame you see if I spent it all worthlessly
I'd be bankrupt from youth

cause it's bee hard living
trying to believe

I remember back in the day when we were young
and all are dreams just came our way
Now ones broken, ones missing, and ones blue
tell me cause I just want to know
when did it become this one man show
I'm all tangled up and bruised

cause it's bee hard living
trying to believe

am I self-destructing?
am I self-destructing?
are we self-destructing?
figure it out…

Simple man

Did you feel my love?
Did you feel it rain?
Did I touch your soul or was it all in vain?

Be careful of your ego my friend
I feel it's your worse disease.
And be careful of that solitude
you so desperately need.

Oh my love the time we spent
flying and flying everywhere we went.
I was like a butterfly who had just found wings.
Caught in the middle and half way in-between.
It's a desperate place to be.
Seems like you're spinning in circles out of control.

Did you feel my love?
Did you feel it rain?
Did I touch your soul or was it all in vain?

Be careful of your ego my friend
I feel it's your worst disease.
And be careful of that solitude
you so desperately need.

So when the laughter has finally disappeared
and you're just a simple man standing here
I ask you who are you going to be?

When the dream has finally faded away
and you're just another man on another day
I ask you who are you going to be?

Simple man

Did you feel my love?
Did you feel it rain?
Did I touch your soul or was it all in vain?

Be careful of your ego my friend
I feel it's your worse disease.
And be careful of that solitude
you so desperately need.

Oh my love the time we spent
flying and flying everywhere we went.
I was like a butterfly who had just found wings.
Caught in the middle and half way in-between.
It's a desperate place to be.
Seems like you're spinning in circles out of control.

Did you feel my love?
Did you feel it rain?
Did I touch your soul or was it all in vain?

Be careful of your ego my friend
I feel it's your worst disease.
And be careful of that solitude
you so desperately need.

So when the laughter has finally disappeared
and you're just a simple man standing here
I ask you who are you going to be?

When the dream has finally faded away
and you're just another man on another day
I ask you who are you going to be?

Idealistic Daydream

hello I think I'm now awake
sorry I made the mistake of dreaming it was you

goodbye to that castle I the sky
to my prince from lives gone by guess it was just a lie

the time keeps slipping away
the time keeps slipping away

true love the idealistic daydream
close my eyes it's only when I'm asleep
lay me down idealistic daydream
forever counting your sheep
I just want to go back to sleep

so I ask you now
how did you take my breath away
how did you touch my soul that day
never intending to stay

the time keeps slipping away

true love the idealistic daydream
close my eyes it's only when I'm asleep
lay me down idealistic daydream
forever counting your sheep
I just want to go back to sleep

Panic

What is this world that we all have to bear?
Is it the same as it is for you, are we going anywhere?
I don't know.
We all wake up in the morning.
We all take a breath.
We all search for comfort.
We all have our tests.
How are you?

chorus:
Pick up the pieces and kiss them goodbye
it keeps on moving so don't even try.
And the dandelion has it's day then it wilts
and it dies and the seeds fly away.

I have my coffee.
I have my dog.
I've got my guitar, and thank god I've got love.
How about you?
All these little necessities to help see
us through this long day of life.

[chorus]

Hard to be simple.
Hard to be true.
Hard to keep searching to find something new.
Freedom comes when you're alone.
Keep on trucking you're almost done.
Keep on trucking you're almost done.

And after the long day is done I hope you can
look back and say, “boy that was fun”.
And all those tambourines are still ringing in your head.
And the next time you wake you're in somebody else's bed.

[chorus]

All the dandelion seeds fly away.

Fairway

I'm home again
out of control
my life is a tangled web
not a tangible thing to hold

slippin into the fairway again

on the edge of a hill
where the mummies meet the day
I saw a raven of fear
that the forest will betray
so I stepped to the
side of the ledge
I held my wings wide
give me freedom I said
as I stepped from the side

slippin into the fairway again

pleased to meet the moonlit sun
on the brink of the edge of a wave
pleased to meet the moonlit sun
and follow it to a new day

slippin into the fairway again

don't be sad said the mummy to the man
because if you don't put up a fight
you'll never see the scam

slippin into the fairway again

pleased to meet the moonlit sun
on the brink of the edge of a wave
pleased to meet the moonlit sun
and follow it to a new day

slippin into the fairway again

SO I STEPPED TO THE SIDE OF THE LEDGE
I HELD MY WINGS WIDE
GIVE ME FREEDOM I SAID
AS I STEPPED FROM THE SIDE

I'm home again
out of control
my life is a tangled web
not a tangible thing to hold

Julia Roberts

I want to be Julia Roberts in the movies
I want to make you laugh and make you cry
make you want to be me

then I want to steal all of her beautiful appeal
and wrap it up so no else can see

that's the truth them are the facts
I'm a self-obsessed little brat
that's the deal I got no couth
it's a sorted disease from my unrequited youth

then I want to die right her in Hollywood's eye
so everyone and their mother will remember me
then I'm going to slap your tears all over my fears
like a Band-Aid covering the lonely only truth
I want to be loved
I WANT TO BE LOVED
I WANT TO BE LOVED BY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

that's the truth
that's the fact
I'm a self-obsessed little brat

Bright lights

I don't need you anymore. At least that's what I tell myself.

And all the pain that I've endured is in a box up on a shelf.

I don't know you anymore. Yes, that's what I said.

And all the promises I made, were just stories in my head. Bright Light, don't last.

Fallen stars all look the same.

And when your spirit passes by, I'll wave.

That's the price I've paid.

I don't love you anymore. Oh, yes, that's what I tell myself.

And all the stories that I've heard are in a box up on that shelf. Bright Lights don't last.

Fallen stars all look the same.

and when MY spirit passes by GOD damn you better wave

Bright Lights, Bright Lights

Cracker Jacks

40 days and 40 nights we're just trying to make things right. What we've discovered is we're all the same.

So, pick your piece and move in fast.

Then spend your life trying to make it last.

Oh we're all the same.

Hold on to what we once had.

Cracker Jacks yeah I'm in the box.

I hope this time I knock off your socks.

Because I'm the prize your life has to sustain.

Here we are in the same ole glass.

Sifting sand creating a past.

Lots of bubbles and heaps of blame.

Hold onto what we once had.

Try to forgive and forget our bad.

Don't forget before the dawn

the darkest hour will feel real long

and all our hopes will try to explain

come right before

don't look back cause you'll turn into salt

Don't look back because you'll turn into salt and half this mess is half my fault.

Oh at least you're a wonderful man.

Hold on to what we once had.

Try to forgive and forget my bad

Lines

I stare at the lines on your face.

Remembering stories of heartache.

Oh the battlefields come undone and all the war wounds you've won.

I think they're beautiful.

Here I am at 42.

Don't look back now there was nothing we could do.

And all the memories fade away, but our lines are here to stay. So, I'll think they're beautiful.

Time moves on and some of us are gone.

SO please embrace the lines on your face.

Think of them as beautiful.

Time moves on and some of us are gone.

SO I'll embrace all the lines on my face.

I'll think of them as beautiful.

Relief

We're all just trying.

Trying hard to find belief.

So our bones can keep on standing through all this grief.

We're all just pretending.

And it's hard to see that underneath this exterior you're just like me.

Don't give up your almost home.

Just take my hand and I won’t let go until we find relief.

We're all just tired and it's painful to see but within this final ending we might agree.

Don't give up you're almost home.

Just take my hand and I won't let go.

Round and round together we roam, until we find relief

Monsters inside

Now I must take a bow and exit this crazy town.

15 years of baggage and beliefs and they're freaking haunting me. So kiss my ass and wave goodbye to this fortress of disease.

I need to find a place to hide and kill the monsters in me.

Free me from this religion.

AND turn me from this dream.

Set fire to ambition. I'm walking away.

I'm saving me.

1,2,3 don't ever look back.

1,2,3 I've got my own back.

When you wake up from this nonsense there's no meaning only lies.

Run far away, never to return, never look back

GOD

When I was a little girl I looked to heaven to find the answers of the brand new day.

I hoped that God was smiling upon me.

I hoped that God would find my way.

Tuesday's dead now, Wednesday's over.

I think it's time I must take my stand.

Because I don't know, God, if your out there would you lend me a helping hand.

Just lift up your head as you fall on your knees.

Lift your hands to the air.

God help me please.

Little-Bo Peep has lost her sheep and I can't find my way home. Life's a circle running through us.

On this earth we shall roam.

Just lift up your head as you fall on your knees.

Lift your hands to the air.

Oh, God, help me please.

I eat the fruit that worms disease.

I'm falling down on my hands and knees.

Wouldn't it be nice if money grew on trees?

The laughter lies and it dyes the fields of rage and the suicides. Standing face to face with me.

Just lift up your head, as you fall on my knees.

I lift my hands to the air, Oh, God help me please.

Oh my God is dead

Julia Roberts

I want to be Julia Roberts in the movies.

I want to make you laugh make you cry and make you want to be me.

Then I want to steal all of her beautiful appeal and wrap it up so nobody else can see.

That's the truth.

Them are the facts.

I'm a self-obsessed little brat.

That's the deal.

I've got no couth.

It's a sort of disease from my unrequited youth.

Then I want to die right here in Hollywood eye so everyone and their mother will remember me.

Then I’m going to slap your tears all over my fears like a band-aid covering the lonely only truth.

I want to be loved!

I want to be loved!

I want to be loved!

I want to be a hooker, I want to be a saint, I want to be your best friend at your wedding, I want to be your runaway bride, I want to be a girl just looking at a boy, waiting to be loved, I want to be you

Self-destruction

Somebody tell me when I became what I could've been.

Then somebody lie to me and tell me I'm everything.

Because it's been hard you see, to find myself again.

I'm an angry fool.

All of the time I spent, trading lovers for my innocence.

Hey, did I ever trade the truth?

Because it would be a shame you see, if I spent it all worthlessly.

I would be bankrupt from youth.

It's been hard, hard living. Trying to believe.

I remember back in the day we were young our dreams just came our way.

Now ones broken, ones missing and ones blue.

Tell me, because I just want to know.

When did it become a one-man show?

I'm all tangled up and bruised.

It's been hard living trying to believe.

AM I self-destructing?

Are we self-destructing?

Figure it out

Free

I know a man who wants his name to be independence.

He wants to walk down the highway alone.

He said he never wants to know the meaning of the word dependence.

He said living this way he would never go wrong.

He'd be free from love, free from me.

But I see a man struggling with acceptance.

Struggling with the words, daddy please come home.

I see a man standing backwards on the frontline.

Backwards on the front line of battlefields of dreams gone wrong.

BUT he's free from LOVE AND he’s free. My baby is free of me. And now I'm standing on the outside of his existence.

Standing on that battlefield of my own.

And somewhere down the road my name became independence.

I got to tell you, now baby, there ain't nothing going wrong because I'm free from your love. I'm free from me

Blue Butterfly Boy

Darling I know you want me to go.

I can feel it like splinters right down to my toes.

All my splendor I'll kindly surrender, if you just pretend to care.

Because I want to be fragile.

Handle me with care.

So you're just a Hollywood brat, just another Hollywood brat pretending to be the blue butterfly boy.

But I see you, oh lord I see you standing everywhere.

But I want to be fragile.

Handle me with care.

You better run because you might fall in love.

You better hide, because you might fall in love.

Because I'm the blue butterfly girl

Dancing in-between

Got so scared it made me cry.

The world took me for a ride.

Got so scared it made me laugh. Tickled my pride.

Now I'm dancing in-between.

Cause I got nowhere to hide.

Romancing the seams of my battered up insides.

Wonderful is the falling of a broken dream.

Written on the cover of a New York magazine.

I'll stomp my hands, Jo baby, I'll clap my feet.

Cause there is always another Firstman to beat.

Dancing in-between because I got nowhere to hide.

Romancing the seams of my battered up insides.

I'm the fool, got no scene, tangled up in this god damn in-between.

I made the break so baby pass the wine.

Just wasting all this precious time.

Dancing in-between.

Got so scared it made me cry.